| | No, i am not gonna start with all that lame excuses... no time, fatigue,tied up with life itself.. blah blah.. yea, i had been always good with excuses, blame others with my own fault, but this time, i wanna change that.. no more excuses, no entry for the past 11 weeks? I can't really come up with a good reason for that because all i'd have, is excuses..
this is feeling weird already, i've so much to blog about.. oh my, oh my.. this past months.. sooo many things happened, so many things didn't happen.. Where do i start? i guess what ever comes into my mind..
let's see..
Let's see..
Let's see...
oh my.. lets just drop all the irritating, mind-consuming decisions i have to make.. which is all up in my head now..
Let's for once in a long long time, in s2theeven's xanga, talk about.... Happy stuff? lolz..
SNowboarding re-enters my life.. okay, it never entered before this, yeah, to be honest, i didn't "let" snowboarding "in" at all, last season.. there is only for another reason, i'd have to hit the slope.. its a reason, not an excuse.. its a beautiful reason yet not the right one.
So this time, i think i've got it right, i wanna snowboard, because.. i wanna shred, carve, slide, fly on the white white powder.. just because.
damn it.. i wanna avoid leaving this here, but all these decisions occupying my whole mind right now. I guess, its really time for lil Stevie boy to grow up now.. can't just stay like a kid forever, and according to that "Weather man" movie i quoted in my previous entry long time ago.. "Easy never enters an adult's life" such a heavy notion.. but i really agreeing more and more, to be an adult, u need to do the right thing.. and more than often, the right thing is the hard thing.
so i guess i need to do a lot of hard things from now on, comparing to giving excuses, always looking for the easy way out.. i think this is a transitional period, of me.. throwing away my Peter Pan's custome and walk down the stairs, instead of sliding down the stair-rail.. and walk, with a very straight back... out of the door and do the right, and hard things.
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...
haaaaaaaaah..
yes.
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| | Posted 12/16/2007 7:39 AM - 32 Views - 0 eProps - 1 Comment
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