reason:

1.	a basis or cause, as for some belief, action, fact, event, etc.: the reason for declaring war.

2.	a statement presented in justification or explanation of a belief or action.

3.	the mental powers concerned with forming conclusions, judgments, or inferences.

4.	sound judgment; good sense.

5.	normal or sound powers of mind; sanity.

6.	Logic. a premise of an argument.

so logically speaking, everything we do should have a reason, because it is a "justification or explanation of a belief or action. "

But lately, i come to realize many things i do, was not provided with one.. I've always like to use excuses, like i have no time, i can't blog.. i am not tall, i can't be a pro-athelete.. i am not rich enough, that's why i don't have a girlfriend. But reasoning.. i lack.

Like why did i pick up engineering as my major in college?  I don't think i've done enough reasoning, or logical thinking to come up with that choice.  I think the best i can come up with is, cause i used to think engineers are cool.. they make the world a better place by solving technical problems. (at least that's what i thought back when i was kid)   But i guess if i've done a better job on the "reasoning" process.. i'd have consider much more other more important elements like my personal traits, is it something i like etc.  The consequences of not doing good "reasoning" before an action could be severe, unnecessary to elaborate here.. but allow me to amuse you with this little nightmare i recently recovered from ( more like recovering from)..

There will only be questions, because the answer would be the reasons, and like i said.. i lack.

Why do i have to move out from where i used to live?

Why do i moved in with a roommate i don't know?

Why do i never lock my room door?

Why i do i have to help keep other's luggage just cause someone ask me to?

I end up having no real place to sleep, lost my friend's precious belongings, lost my friend's trust, lost some of my own precious belongings.

I deserved all this crap, i should have known better..

..than listening to that beautiful but ridiculous line Jude Law spit out in the movie " My Blueberry Night"

" sometimes its not that you don't search hard enough.. sometimes the reason is just not there".. " like the blueberry pie..by the end of the night, the apple pie would always be completely gone, there would be a little bit of the pineapple pie.. but there'd always be a whole piece of blueberry pie.. untouched".. " why? there is nothing wrong with the blueberry pie.. its delicious.. just nobody wants it"

P/S: Thank you ven ven, i've been meaning to get back into blogging.. thanks for the final kick.